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9/27

我記得弈華有一次跟我說

如果我是你的經紀人

我一定會對你非常嚴格

我今天突然想起來這段畫面

人好容易忘記一些很重要的事

好容易喔

人怎那麼...抽象

又那麼感官呢

一切都非常矛盾

總而言之

我接受這個矛盾

也大概了解這個結構

在我寫的這個當下

我只剩三分鐘不到可以抽菸了

我只剩....

但我知道可以換來更多

馬上就要來了

11:58分了

11:59分了

最後>>>

...已經到了9/28了

已經過了

已經

已經開始了

下一世

出生了

我到了新的世界

我像個嬰兒

我又來了

我再度來了

我哭我笑

我再度

I wrote down a poem, the poem I read was from a book in watermill center (library).
it's nice! share with you!

"absolute bliss in bottomless sewers"

There is a whisper of wind in my heart~
by Allen Ginsberg
Once upon a time,
these
friends
loved
each other
very much,
and they made a vow
to stay together
untill they all
attained
Enlightment,
and lifetime
after lifetime,
and endless
rebirth,
and doing practice,
they all realized
the absolute nature
of mind

they were so
happy
and overjoyed,
they started
dancing,
and danced
and danced
and danced,
they were so happy,
in shocked
recognition
of emptiness
and compassion,
they kept
on dancing,
and dancing,
and they dance away
all their flesh
and skin,
until there was
nothing
left but
their bones
and compassion......

Smooth
skulls
and steady
knees,
spinning
shins
and sparkling
spinal chords
singing
jaws
and shouting
ribs,
sliding
phymas
and speeding
fingers
smiling
teeth
and squinting
holes,
squirming
pelvises
shivering
bones
and shaking
bones,
I want to
jump
into your heart,
I'm gonna come
in your heart
from here.

ringing,
hiring,
with absolute
wisdom,
HRING.

You generated
enough compassion
to fill the world,
and now,
all of you,
resting in
great equanimity,
have accomplished
great clarity
and great bliss,
and the vast empty
expance
of Primordially pure
Wisdome mind,

and you haven't gone
anywhere,
you are more
here
now,
than when you were
alive.